when the scapegoat has to deny their own gifts

When the Scapegoat Has To Deny Their Own Gifts

Being the scapegoat child to a narcissistic parent means feeling very unimportant. You may have even felt like you did not exist to this parent. Psychologically speaking you would not be wrong. It is very painful for a child to attach to a parent who does not see nor care about the child’s existence. The rule is that the parent …

how the scapegoat survivor discounts their strengths

“Yeah but…” How the Scapegoat Survivor Discounts Their Strengths

Do you add caveats to your strengths or accomplishments? Does it seem like you are not as mature, developed or confident as others? Have you perceived a flaw in yourself that makes you inadequate compared to your peer group? These are all ways to discount yourself to yourself. Why would that be necessary? If you were the scapegoat child to …

evacuating the seat of your self: a necessary move for the scapegoat survivor

Evacuating the Seat of Your Self: A Necessary Move for the Scapegoat Survivor

In most families, parents protect and respect their children. This protection and respect does not falter when the child needs something. Nor when the child spontaneously expresses themselves. I like to think of human beings as having a seat in themselves that we can more or less occupy. A big factor that determines whether we can occupy our seat is …

feeling uninteresting to oneself as the scapegoat

Feeling Uninteresting to Oneself as the Scapegoat

Do you experience your ideas to be less captivating than others’ ideas? When you are alone, can you feel flat or lifeless? Do you find other people to be more exciting people than you? If you had a narcissistic parent and you answered yes to these questions then you may feel uninteresting as a person. Scapegoat children to a narcissistic …

narcissistic parent blocks the scapegoat childs growth

3 Ways the Narcissistic Parent Blocks the Scapegoat Child’s Growth

As a child, did you feel… …like everything you did was wrong? …like there was an aching hole inside that never seemed to fill up? …like you were not allowed to have good relationships outside of your family? Scapegoat children to narcissistic parents are familiar with such experiences. They are used to being known as someone who is defective and …

take off the scapegoat nametag at the narcissistic family’s conference

Take off the Scapegoat Nametag at the Narcissistic Family’s Conference

I recently thought about the metaphor of a business conference for what happens when a narcissistic family puts a child in the role of scapegoat. In a business conference the attendees are required to wear nametags and there’s usually a conference agenda that lists out who’s doing what and when. The most revered member of the conference usually gives the …

heal from narcissistic abuse by taking others’ support for granted

Heal From Narcissistic Abuse by Taking Others’ Support for Granted

Did you work extremely hard to make your narcissistic partner or parent happy yet always seem to be falling behind? Was it especially dangerous to expect something from them? Was it impossible to assume they were going to be happy with you? These questions point to the pseudo-reality that a narcissistic abuser works to impose upon the person in the …

dealing with regret for scapegoat survivors of narcissistic abuse

Dealing With Regret for Scapegoat Survivors of Narcissistic Abuse

In the comments from an earlier Youtube Video, someone posted this: Jay, could you do a video about REGRET?? Not living to full potential [in the] past due to narcissistic abuse and feeling like you lost your “best years”. -Youtube Google I thought this was a very important point and topic. Based on the number of replies, it looks like …

when scapegoats escape inward to survive narcissistic abuse

When Scapegoats Escape Inward To Survive Narcissistic Abuse

You may have heard the saying that when you point a finger at someone else there are always three fingers pointing back at you. There’s certainly wisdom in this for those who are over eager to blame others for their troubles. For someone who survived narcissistic abuse as the scapegoat, however, this saying and the concept it reflects may need …

trust what the narcissist shows you not what you hope for

Trust What the Narcissist Shows You Not What You Hope For

In my experience, scapegoat survivors of narcissistic abuse often find it very difficult to take the narcissist’s behavior towards them at face value. When the relationship to the narcissist feels more important than the scapegoat survivor’s own well being – as is the case when a child has a narcissistic parent – then there’s no real option to trust what …